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It's QuietIt's quiet.
There's not a single sound
It seems I am alone.
It's awfully silent,
But I suppose it's relaxing
But I guess I don't mind it.
It's still quiet.
I can't even hear my breathing,
Like there's cotton in my ear canal.
No, nothing in there.
And yet it's still quiet.
The world is still silent.
This almost painful now.
But perhaps the breeze will blow,
Or maybe someone will shout,
And disrupt the silence.
Twiddling my thumbs in the quiet, now, waiting.
I can feel my muscles twitch.
I WANT NOISE!
I'd stick scissors in my ears,
Just to hear the sound of sharp blades cutting into my flesh!
Or my blood pouring out on the ground!
It's too quiet.
I don't like it!
And there's no sound
Why isn't there any sound?
Why can't I hear?
Why is it so damn silent?
Somebody say something!
Or do something!
Make a damn noise!
Is this Hell?
Have I gone to Hell?
Is this my eternal punishment?
To suffer alone in never e
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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